Friday, November 12, 2004
2:39 pm

-Realisation-

I've not blogged for a few days. The past one week was eventful to say the least.

On Mon, went in to see my principal regarding my RO's comments. Ended up crying..ai, was really embarassed but hey! At least she will know that I'm no pushover. Really scared each time she wants to talk to me as it's always about negative things. And I believe my principal really talked to her about the whole issue as she was pulling a long face the next day when she saw me.

Decided on a whim to pluck my eyebrows on Tues and was tempted to highlight my hair. But having already made a prior arrangement to meet my friend, it totally ended in a messy way as we ended up quarrelling. Was really embarassing and scary at the same time. Once again, it just re-confirms why we can only be good friends and nothing beyond that. Which guy will embarrass a girl in public by walking off like that? I must add that things are ok between us now but it has really set me thinking about our friendship. Perhaps we are really too close for comfort... Anyway as we always say we are NOT each other's type.

Wed was pretty fun as I attended my friend's 21st birthday celebration. Was touched as one of my friends who was at Downtown East came to pass me my belated present. It's a really pretty bag and hey! Better late than never. I'm really a sentimental person. To me a homebaked cake or handmade card speaks volumes more than a bought gift. But hm, at the moment have yet to find a guy who can cook really well. Haha..

For Thurs, it was church! Haha..not duty but rather a wedding. Darryl looked really beautiful in her gown and truly as Pastor said, love was in the air. The flowergirls and pageboy were really sweet and as she walked down the aisle, she looked marvellous. Needless to say, Ming Jin looked good too. Makes me want to get married too..haha..Hm, time to 'advertise' myself in the bulletin? ;p

Today was extremely dreary spent in meetings. But the silver lining will be tonight's gathering with my colleagues. Gee, going to celebrate my belated birthday. Hee..

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Oh dear, I seem to be talking about getting attached all the time. Haha..